so today I decided to just do a normal journal entry, I'm feeling better than I did yesterday.... I've just been kinda down.. and one of my friends, it seems like to me she gets frustrated with me because I feel depressed sometimes... but it doesn't really help that she does that... its like its hard for her to understand I can't help it... I know that feeling of not understand why someone else can't do something that so simple for example my mother stresses over everything... she even has a ulcer because of it! I don't see why she just can't mellow out, its so easy for me! but she can't do it! and its the same thing I suppose with me and my friend. Its just who I am, how I work, why I am who I am. every little thing is important.

anyway, as for art/photography who knows when I'll be getting more up... probably pretty soon.. as soon as I get out of this stage.. I do have a mental illness after all.